Leved Life

Hello there! This isn’t a day’s or week’s mood, not seasonal or intentional, as I have no control over it. Since the day it began, I have tried to figure out the reason why it hit so differently than anything else. We try to convince our hearts that we have so much more to work on than being together, more things to do than falling in love, but in the end it ends up us giving up on how we really feel.   There are been days that we’ve been smiling, joking like kids, but it seems like it sounds different at this time. Each new day we had to wake up with no plans other than talking and checking on each other. Funny are the days we used to joke and tell each other how crazy we are, how toxic we can be to each other. Those past days felt dark, white and simpler than trust issues because nobody thought we could end up like this.   We usually point out other people's fingers that could fit our craziness and moody lifestyles, but we choose to be there for each other. Surprisingly...

It’s rare to see me talking about love and it’s concerns. It was, is and will always be a different and difficult story to tell in public whenever it’s about break up or confessing feelings about someone.  This is because we can’t get exactly how to express what we feel rather than showing it. The only way of proving it is to show it not talking but using an action language cause love is what makes the ride worthwhile. The best way to show love is to admit, respect and loyalty. If it lacks one of these legs it ain’t love, it’s attachment due to times or moments. And this is what confuses many people.  If I had to choose between respect and loyalty, I would go for loyalty. Because, you can respect someone but don’t be loyal to him\her but being loyal to someone is another way of loving him\her. Nobody disrespect and cheats on the person he loves, but he\She can do it to the person he\she is attached to. So, sometimes people don’t get it right whereas it is very simple. If you h...