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Dear Heaven Angels

I don't know where you are right now; did you see me getting awake? I'm trying to hold myself back just because I’m not mad at anyone. These tears aren’t for joy or cooperation at all. I'm just stuck, as that’s what happens when I fall.     Every time I tell myself it’s fine and smile, I wish I could see you for seconds. I don't know what to say right now; maybe I should get some sleep, but closing my eyes won’t close the case anyway. I’ll keep fighting my heart and emotions just to make you smile, but I am not real.     My tears are still betraying me, and I can’t hide them, though I say everything is fine. I don't know how you see me right now—am I being brave, weak, or strong? I wish you could answer.     I’ll be in denial of my tears for the rest of my life, just to make you proud. But even though you told me nothing, what about the plans you made for me? I won’t lose everything, but at least I’ll let you see that I can win.     It’s bad that ...

Taken for granted

As we grow, we learn. And as we learn, we change. Change is never an easy thing, whether it’s due to a good thing or a bad one. Things fall apart or come together for a certain reason. Most of the world’s focus is egoistic; most people want to receive things they aren’t ready to offer. It’s a kind of selfishness that is growing day by day due to various reasons.   Sacrifices are meaningless for things you deserve if you feel like you are superior to them. Every little thing matters, as they are the ones that build bigger ones. The more you focus on making little things strong, the bigger they are, and vice versa.   Cold is the moment, and hot feels the reverse. We definitely fall easily and feel everything is easy until it hits differently than we expected. No man expresses his little achievement as a long-term goal unless he wants to create drama that never happened. Attention! That type of man exists too.   Everything has a two-way meaning, especially when it comes to f...

The scary feelings

Feelings are the most difficult things to explain. The deeper they are, the harder it is to explain. We randomly feel different about people and things that attract us. We always get attracted to things that make us feel special and different.   Not all happy souls derive that from others. Many get used to this kind of dependence in terms of happiness, not because it’s bad but because it always betrays. Feelings and eggs can have the same sense. Not all broken eggs are pieced in exactly the same way, but the overall result is a break.   The egg yolk is like feelings from a broken soul. When sustained, they give something great. You can’t expect to see it and say, It’s okay. Let us wait for the results and think they will come out as they should. The great news is that it can be productive in another way, and the bad news is that they are limited whenever they can be a second way.   Although the result will also have a taste and have to be appreciated, it will be of a very...