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Dear Heaven Angels

I don't know where you are right now; did you see me getting awake? I'm trying to hold myself back just because I’m not mad at anyone. These tears aren’t for joy or cooperation at all. I'm just stuck, as that’s what happens when I fall.     Every time I tell myself it’s fine and smile, I wish I could see you for seconds. I don't know what to say right now; maybe I should get some sleep, but closing my eyes won’t close the case anyway. I’ll keep fighting my heart and emotions just to make you smile, but I am not real.     My tears are still betraying me, and I can’t hide them, though I say everything is fine. I don't know how you see me right now—am I being brave, weak, or strong? I wish you could answer.     I’ll be in denial of my tears for the rest of my life, just to make you proud. But even though you told me nothing, what about the plans you made for me? I won’t lose everything, but at least I’ll let you see that I can win.     It’s bad that ...

Taken for granted

As we grow, we learn. And as we learn, we change. Change is never an easy thing, whether it’s due to a good thing or a bad one. Things fall apart or come together for a certain reason. Most of the world’s focus is egoistic; most people want to receive things they aren’t ready to offer. It’s a kind of selfishness that is growing day by day due to various reasons.   Sacrifices are meaningless for things you deserve if you feel like you are superior to them. Every little thing matters, as they are the ones that build bigger ones. The more you focus on making little things strong, the bigger they are, and vice versa.   Cold is the moment, and hot feels the reverse. We definitely fall easily and feel everything is easy until it hits differently than we expected. No man expresses his little achievement as a long-term goal unless he wants to create drama that never happened. Attention! That type of man exists too.   Everything has a two-way meaning, especially when it comes to f...

The scary feelings

Feelings are the most difficult things to explain. The deeper they are, the harder it is to explain. We randomly feel different about people and things that attract us. We always get attracted to things that make us feel special and different.   Not all happy souls derive that from others. Many get used to this kind of dependence in terms of happiness, not because it’s bad but because it always betrays. Feelings and eggs can have the same sense. Not all broken eggs are pieced in exactly the same way, but the overall result is a break.   The egg yolk is like feelings from a broken soul. When sustained, they give something great. You can’t expect to see it and say, It’s okay. Let us wait for the results and think they will come out as they should. The great news is that it can be productive in another way, and the bad news is that they are limited whenever they can be a second way.   Although the result will also have a taste and have to be appreciated, it will be of a very...

The right time to

Once upon a time, a child was playing in the garden. He saw a frog jumping and took steps towards it. The baby tried harder to catch it, though it wasn’t easy at all. Her parents called and called, but the child decided to stay silent until he caught the frog. Recently, the child caught the frog. He was extremely happy and wanted to play with it. After that, the child remembered that his parents were calling him. Then he decided to go and talk to them.   Happily, the child said, "Mom and Dad, I am here," but nobody replied. The child looked up and downstairs, but there was nobody around. He decided not to think about it too much and moved on to play with the frog.   The frog started to try and escape because it thought something bad was about to happen (just a feeling), even though the child was just doing things to make himself happy.   The child thought the frog was cold and put it in a boiling pan. The frog kept calm, though it had a bad feeling. As the temperature of ...

What is your piont?

In this century there is an increase of relationship types. Among these we have; just friends, best friends, twins made, sister by choice, brother by choice, girlfriend/ boyfriend and soulmates. You as part of the relationship, what do you think?  Is it really necessary to have female best friend while you’re a male in relation (having a girlfriend)? Or does it make sense to have a male best friend when you are a female meanwhile in relation ( having a boyfriend)? How do you rate these relationships called “Besto, Bestie” to people who are in relationship.  Let’s share ideas, what is your opinion about this?

Unshared moments

Hello present,  hope that you don’t hide any secret from me. I wish to be the one to wake up the next day and to sleep the following day without any doubt of making it again. Whenever you think of anything bitter, your heart beat faster than you thought. How do you make it? You see how things changed and you feel the way it goes.  Dear present, this life is like a party. You invite people, some shows up early, some come on time and some come late. But who matters more? Do you have to value them depending on the time they arrived? No, just make a move and let your preference be at places where you feel the peace of mind. It’s not a suprise that you prioritize depending on who cares and make you feel different although  who you like boosts everything. But the challenge is; some leaves early, others stays for a while and others leave although some stays.  Some laughs at you and others laugh with you. Surprisingly, You laugh with some who left and get laughed at with the...

A simple better way

  A past moment becomes a once up on a time in the future. The present is never defined twice but once with the actuality. Everything comes and goes at the extent that it was appreciated in, it might be worse when it hurts but best  when it heals. We always live in fears that limits our objectives to certain level not even beyond our ability. It’s human nature when things go wrong although many want to live a perfect life they’ll never have. The society is like a channel to everything with many challenges. Some chooses to depart their dreams due to the challenges ahead and others decides to fight no matter what comes along.  We have to accept that not everything lies along and hope for the next step. Mostly, not all challenges are as big as we think. But the more we keep them in our minds makes them a heavy weight. People have to understand that sometimes things don’t work they way they thought it should and move on. For example, holding a glass of water isn’t really heav...

The social pressure

  A lot of people are living in fear of what people might think about them. They’re are sacrificing their moments for impressing others thus living negatively.  This world won’t care about you, at a time you’ll be feeding yourself and paying your bills, the one you impressed won’t be there for you.  Better change the way. If it gives you peace and feeds you, GO FOR IT. You’re the least until you know something you’re good at.  If you get it, do it more. Whether you’re up or down people will always be concerned. Gotta wake up. Don’t exist, live like it’s the last day and tomorrow  you gonna pay everything on your own. Be smart 〽️ Author: BANAMWANA Didace Email: banadidace@gmail.com

Off the mind

If they could be a best way of making everything better would be working as a team. Not a team that we counts by being numbered more than one or two people but the one whom everyone’s success is a target.  We all know about small options, sometimes bitter to say but all we gotta know is that nobody cares. A fruitful way of investing isn’t to force but to persist. A lot of things can’t be logically explained. The thing that matter is fighting a battle that can take your life or happiness to another level with no exception of retarding. Taking risk is an obligation but taking all the risk is a evil thing. Cut off the cat that kills and live with dormant lion. Be safe 〽️ Author: BANAMWANA Didace E-mail: banadidace@gmail.com

The anonymous

We be young and insecure with the consistency of trying even though we make many mistakes. We be hero of not giving up with the hope of making it even though nobody else could believe us. It’s our present vs the future that motivates us.  They say we still young to make our own decisions and we get trapped; Stuck between being honest, disciplined and talking the truth. It’s our mind that suffers first but we have to smile for preventing further destruction.  With the pressure coming down like lightning, we be obliged to pour imaginary water on the top of our head to calm things. It’s not pride, it’s that.  It’s so dark that we’ve got same eyes but different visions, same place with different ambitions and same target with different paths. They think they are good and advanced cause we’re young but forget that maturity has no siblings not even an inch closer to the ages.  Then , who to surrender? We or they? Who are we and they? Anonymously being…. It’s really hard to...

The hidden reality.

Every little act that we do, every decision we take and every step we move defines who we are. Thus, Love and humanity defines the purity of our heart daily. No matter how we look, feel ar wish to be, what’s within defines more who we are than how much we look. The look is temporary and changes accordingly but within depends on us first.  It’s good and advisable to be humble and chill with people but not everyone. All we speak is about what we want to show but it doesn’t define the truth that we’re hiding in our hearts and mind. People get depressed trying to comfort theirselves thinking it’s the best way they can handle their situations and nothing gonna change that because of the insecurity that’s rising day by day. We’ve got many reason to do positive actions and others that pushes us to negative sides. We sometimes get traped in situations where we can’t hold on or go back. Everything that lies within depend on what we believe and gives time. The time isn’t our enemy cause it g...